Life and Questions.

Hey everyone. I know I ended my last post with a promise to share more about my walk but I wanted to just let out my feelings about what’s going on in my life currently.

A few months, I lost my grandfather. The only one I’ve known on my mother’s side. My paternal grandfather died a few months before I was born. I’m still learning to cope, not struggling, with the fact I can’t call and ask questions about everything I used to. I still catch myself having an issue with something he knew a lot about and planning to call but obviously, I can’t.

My sister is also going through personal problems and it has now gotten worse, not better. This is 100% not about me and how I’m feeling but how I try to comprehend and understand what God tells me to do in the midst of life.

Do we ever really know how to prepare ourselves? Were there people in the Bible who prepared before their trials? I don’t think King David planned on sleeping with Bathsheba and the aftermath that ensued or the Apostle Paul planned to be in the jail almost every time he visited and spoke in cities about Jesus.

What does God say exactly? He doesn’t provide an in-depth response to things we deal with. He didn’t create sin. We did. Genesis 1:31 talks about how “God saw all that He had made, and it was very good.”

Yes, I know. God created us already with the knowledge we would do what we did. But He still created us. Doesn’t that help you understand God just a teensy bit? God KNEW that we would break His heart and continue to break his heart but He still chose to make us in His image.

I don’t understand and most likely never know why He does what He does.

What does God say exactly? We hear His words through the entire Bible but more specific on His standards in the Gospels; Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John.

God just wants us to trust He knows what He is doing. You don’t trust sometimes? That’s okay, He’s the creator and all powerful. You make mistakes and don’t understand why you can’t beat your addiction? It’s okay. He’s the creator and all powerful. He is loving, He cares, and most of all, He ALWAYS provides a way through it.

God doesn’t ask us to be perfect. He knows we need Him!

God only asks for your love, your trust, and your faith that He has it all covered. It’s confusing sometimes and I GET IT. It doesn’t make sense to even myself sometimes. His way Is better. That’s the beauty of faith in something you can’t see.

He created you and everything we know and love in this world. That’s the beauty of it all. He always has His arms spread out for you waiting for you to trust and love Him

The only kt question that needs to be asked is:

DO YOU?